Monday, September 10, 2012

Old wounds, lol, I look back and laugh at how reckless I was..



Be Patient You Lied
I Know What I Have To Come Home To
Your Velvet Tongue Let Loose Its
Silken Web Of Hooks And Lures All
Baited With Smooth Words And Charm
Enmeshed Within Your Promised Prose
Of Love And Endless Nights Proposed When We
Would Lay And Sit Between The
Hours Of Apart Together.

Although Your Touch A Thousands Miles Away
Your Face Was At My Fingertips
The Crease Of Your Smile Accompanied
My Morning Coffee And Toast
The Hours Passing Whilst We Discussed
Yesterdays Todays And Tomorrows
The Hope Of Growing Old In Each Others
Company Being Friends Forever
Sharing Everything We Had In Life Always

One Glance A Single Picture And All
My Dreams Undone Bubbles Burst
Heart Not Broken But Torn Like Paper
Each Word Spoken A Poisoned Arrow
Left Dying Desperate For Sleeps Peace
An End To Suffering So Much Pain
No Longer Knight But Loves Assassin
Cruel Merciless Harbinger Of Life’s Bitter Lesson
Love Makes Fools Of Us All

Saturday, August 4, 2012

It's been over a year since I have blogged anything!! That's not entirely true, I think Facebook may have been my substitute blog spot there for a while. Why is it that we seem to have a need to share most things in life? Well, unless it's covered in chocolate with a few macadamia nuts thrown in.  The other day I was seeking a little "bathroom" privacy, unfortunately our toilet has a two door set up between our bathroom and laundry. My girl followed me into the "bathroom" mid-conversation and continued chatting away, I shut the door behind me and asked her if we could carry on our "conversation" later, so she left, walked up the hall and around the corner and then approached the laundry side door of the toilet and continued talking..?? Where there is a will there is a way I guess, much to my dismay at times, lol.  Still, what a privilege to be sought after to such an extent that even my desperate need to relieve myself is secondary to my child's need to interact with me. We had a horrible loss in the family earlier this year and the event seems to have made us all a little clingy.  Nothing reminds us that we are so short on time together as the sudden passing of a loved one, I was going to say that circumstances somehow play a part, but I can't see that the pain is less or the shock easier to deal with when it has been the result of a drawn out illness, an accident or sudden medical emergency that goes wrong.  Loss is loss and grief is grief and it is all rather horrid and I can understand the agony that God must experience when he sees death claim another of his children, this was never his plan.